In Erinnerung an jemanden der mir viel bedeutet hat.....................HAT....................

After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldnt trust called your bluff time is up
Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
Cause if it wasnt for all that you tried to do, I wouldnt know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

Makes me that much stonger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So htanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made mys kin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks fo rmakin me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstgabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're goin round play, the victim now
But dont even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that wont work anymore, no more,
It's over
Cause if it wanst for all of your torture
I wouldnt know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good inyou
Pretend not to know the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see

I am a fighter an dI
I aint gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

You thought i would forget
But I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered
You thought i would forget
I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered

irgendwann wirst du es verstehen, wenn du erwachsen bist. Auch ich muss ersteinmal mich selbst finden und mit dir ist das einfach unmöglich. Wir gehn nun unsere eigenen Wege, ist es gut?, oder schlecht?? Wir wissen es nicht´und erfahren werden wir es wohl auch nicht mehr...................... ich wünsch dir alles gute........................mfg Elsa


16.1.07 09:15, kommentieren

Every day  I think of you
every time I try to told you
That every minute in my live
I wanna see you hold me

I never felt this way before
I never knew about this
I wanna be only with you
Because I really like you

You are not just a real good friend
You are the one I trust to
You are not such a stupid boy
You are the one I want now

We bough know that there is no future
We have to be so strong at least
Well maybe I am the one who has to
When you do not fell the same, I fell

Just one thing I want you to say
I love you and that wouldn´t change
Some day I am dreaming your were my
But this thing that would go too far  

We are so good friends
I do not want to break that this way
Because I don’t really know
What you are felling
Please go

Yes, it hearts me
So much more
Than you maybe
Wanna know

Some day I will tell you all
Some day when we bough are old
Some day when we could laugh again
Some day when we are wiser then now

I love you and you know me well but I do not want to tell you my felling because that would change everything…………………… Liebe an einen guten Freund ………………………………....Elsa Martin

12.1.07 22:16, kommentieren